"Just like the rest"

i decided to go out on a limb with you
i started off weary but that smile of yours damn it was so cute
when i thought of your face your eyes gave me a since of peace
probably way to much to be thinking after one week,
but i guess i can blame it on those words you said to me
you know the "damn your soul reminds me of me" routine
where a guy says something that instantly makes your heart weak
that prey on the meek line, so to speak
our first full convo it lasted for hours
and from that time this guy thought maybe you could officially be his flower
especially telling me how you love to keep it real
the world will know how you feel
and me and you, the electric connection,
made it possible for us to decide that we needed a round two to this session
or should i say lesson because i was soon to learn
that you're just like the rest
its amazing how we have close to the same background
grew up in damn near the same town
and were searching for love, because it was time for it to be found
yet i was soon to learn how i would drown
because what i was searching for, you already had to adore
but that comes later on,  because right now this man is so not scorn
communication was on the rise but slowly fell
text messages with two way streets slowly became this one lane closed
and i.... i kept pushing on because you told me that this couldn't be wrong
and you told me that you could feel this bond
and you made me feel as if i was your forever in a dream
truth is i was suppose to be a fuck that never ended up even happening
good thing i have morals, to bad yours became unseen
i honestly don't know what to say
i mean is this my life ???
is this treatment OK ???
i cant seem to grasp as to why you would lead me on this way,
i guess i was suppose to be that good Ole side line hoe
seeing as how you're cute and all
and how any of these guys will drop there draws just to say they slept with you
but i was trying to get to you know mentally and emotionally which would've lead to the physical
but obviously that wasn't in your plan, you probably thought i was just a "fan"
you see, you became so see thru
so i knew the details of your game before you could even think about it
i mean THINK about it
i told you i've meet the best of your group before
you smile like the rest of them
talk like the rest of them
move like the rest of them
kiss like the rest of them
lie like the rest of them
hell slowly almost made a part of me die like the rest of them
yet you claim you are so different
and for a while i thought you were
had me fooled,
here i am twice removed
because you just wanted to make this man your coming of a new age fool
but sorry, i don't do the tick mark on the wall, walking around with your stamp on my head thing
just to say oh yeah i been with that
because i thought you were more than that
the THAT that my already completed life wanted to add its completion
but oh well, i will take it as it was
we had good times ( in my mind) our moments were fun
oh i like how you popped up with a new him on your arm
but i already knew that was coming
how, because i already have experienced your type time and time and TIME again....
but its ok my search wont end
i just hate that it wasn't you who could bring me to where life begins again with this love and happiness sin
but just like the rest
i'm wishing you the absolute best
oh yes p.s.
DO NOT come knocking on this door again
your access !! officially denied,
don't believe me ??
just go ask him, and him and defiantly him
because just like you will, they all came back for a second try
so here is your ticket now homeboy, with your scripted words, go stand in line
because i truly ain't got the time
i'm on the search for my future
so to you and your kind, BYE BYE....