is my passion coming back...

what up blog its me ya buddy just here to use you ear. so after having the longest day in america i came home and ended up reading other people's poetry. for those who dont know writing is my window to the world, my outlet because my words on paper understand me more than the people who could be the closest to me sad to say, but anyway i have had major writers block for some time know i guess you can call it life, stress, whatever but i havent had words formulate in the air for some time now nor have i wanted to write anything. ive just been blank. but as i sat and read other peoples poetry for the first time i felt the feeling come back to want to write to want to still acheive my goal of creating my book even if it doesnt get published and sold at least i know one of my accomplishments could be finished. many dont know but this is my third time attempt at writing this book. the first attempt i wrote so much but our house had caught on fire and all my papers went with it. a few years later i tried again and this time i wrote over 200 pages because it was 2 years of writing, well by bag was stolen with my book in it (songs included)... so after two shots at my dream going down the drain a while ago i picked up a pen and began to write again because things were happening, i was feeling new feelings of joy along with new feelings of pain. recently well a while ago i lost the will to write again actually i lost the want to do anything, my creative side left me and for undisclosed reasons i dont blame it. so hopefully me reading the work of others and also re-reading my own works i can try to get back on the path of my personal goal. ive been mainly focusing on work and school that i almost forgot, its the things you enjoy that make your life worth it so hopefully im back on the writers side of things but we shall see...